​I’m sitting here

And I don’t know if

I’m actually sitting 



So don’t 

Just don’t 


I know the words

You’ll say

I have them memorised


But something’s off


Something is missing

It’s on the tip of my tongue


A snap of my fingers

And it’ll come to me


What’s going to happen



Now that we know

What we wanted

Isn’t going to happen




Did you really want them to happen?


It’s okay


You don’t have to lie to me


You have finally

Found the courage 

To speak your mind


So speak

Just speak


Bang your fists

On the marble

And speak through the swelling tears

Cause I’m cold


So cold


I’m cold for you

But oh, so warm

Get it?


It’s okay

You don’t have to


I can live with that




You can paint yourself


With all your lies


Let it eat you up

From the inside



Cause I feel it

I feel the loss


I am at a loss

Of words


Talking about it convulates 


muddling the pool

Where I’m just trying to sink


So don’t 

Just don’t. 


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